Please hold me Tightly in your arms Calm my erratic breathing Before taking away the pain That clouds my mind Interrupting everything I do Making me so weak and worthless Desperate to find some resolution. I am locked in desperation Scared of what comes next As my mind deals another cruel blow Leaving me ashamed … Continue reading Fade Away – a poem about…
Awaking from an unpleasant dream I despair as the vile imagery manifests. Tears begin to well in my darkened eyes, while my soul weighs heavy with sorrow. A switch is flicked off inside my head, powering down my ability to function as blackness flows through my entire body rendering me inoperative once more.
I asked a simple question how do I end the suffering? Answers and suggestions were varied so, I tried them all in the hope of freedom. Religion was full of lies and false promises. Too many pills in one go made me sick blades made a Sickly red mess none of which helped to heal … Continue reading Heal the Pain – a poem about……….
I have become consumed by an entity that must surely be of an alien origin, for I do not believe that what flows through my body and mind can be the product of humanity. My fragile senses become heightened as the blackness begins to consume me, its slippery tendrils of pain wrap around the entirety … Continue reading Symbiosis – a poem about……….
Horror, What does it mean to you? Is it jump scares in the moments of dark silence, or the feeling of being watched when you're completely alone? Could it be that you are scared of monsters that claw at your body before feasting on your flesh? Trapped inside a tomb as you slowly exhaust the … Continue reading Horror – a poem about……..
Anxiety forces my heart-rate to increase causing physical stress Mental stress forces my heart-rate to increase causing anxiety
This ink on my skin tells a story about me which may not be obvious to you at first sight especially if all you see if yet ‘another tattoo’ permanently etched onto flesh as a fashion statement. I’ll not argue with your viewpoint if you disagree that my ink is a fantastic piece of art … Continue reading Tattoo – a poem about ……….
With eyes closed tightly the noise inside my head intensifies ruining the moments when I should sleep as if interrupted by an unruly child. Voices are cruel and abusive making me feel insignificant taking satisfaction at my misery forcing themselves outward into my reality. Despite my best intentions I cannot ignore the voices even when … Continue reading Alone in my Head – a poem about………..
Anxiety is strangling me forcing air out of my already battered lungs. I cannot deal with this distraction not on top of every other pained emotion I feel. I want these nightmares to end. Contemplating the pros and cons of life has taken its toll and it bores me, I’m finished and need it to … Continue reading Is This The Moment? – a poem about……….
Fractured memories the ones that hurt the most I forgot how much they sting could have ended it, almost. Curse my tainted eyes for they still feel the same they’ve seen much suffering their gaze still seeks to blame. I surrendered to a faith thought I would give it a try embraced a twisted vision … Continue reading Throw It Away – a poem about……..