What Have I Become? – a poem about……..

What have I become? Is any of this real? Slipped into the past No longer can I feel. Darkness floods me eyes Scratching away my sight Removed from myself I begin to lose the fight. What have I become? When I have to hide away Free from your vitriol Don't expect me to pray. Blackened … Continue reading What Have I Become? – a poem about……..

The Man Who Cannot Swim – a poem about………..

Mental wounds don’t always heal. Not permanently anyway, they can remain prominent and so fragile, splitting open at the mere faintest of touches, pouring out negative emotions and abhorrent imagery, until we begin to fall into the cold waters of despair. Sometimes, we can fight against the tides of misery, swimming towards the glimmering surface, … Continue reading The Man Who Cannot Swim – a poem about………..

Damaged Skin – a poem about……

See me naked then take away my damaged skin allow your fingers to penetrate until you find my heart lost within. When you have found me please let me know so that I can live help me realise there is so much more that I can give. Deep inside of me lives a being so … Continue reading Damaged Skin – a poem about……

C.R.A.S.H D.O.W.N – a poem about……..

Catatonia erupts around me Resulting in pessimistic responses Abnormality of mindset Sends negative vibes outward Harbouring thoughts of resistance. Depression bites into my soul once more Opening old scars from yesteryear Widening the gap between pain and calm Nulling everything I feel.

H.Y.P.E.R A.C.T.I.V.E – a poem about…..

Heightened senses positively awakened Yearning to entertain everyone near Parading around like a happy clown Energised by the influx of serotonin Revelling in the attention Acutely aware that this mood will not last Coming down isn’t within my control Terrified by what’s yet to come Ignoring my instability Vicariously watching the world around me Expecting … Continue reading H.Y.P.E.R A.C.T.I.V.E – a poem about…..

Sing – a poem about…………

Shackled within this blackened tomb ignorant silence rains downwards on me as I long to hear my Mother sing. Sweet lullabies soothe my angry mind melodies recited with a measured responsibility how I crave the sounds to present calm. Catastrophic storms erupt within my weakened existence intent only to bring forth sufferance taking delight in inflicting … Continue reading Sing – a poem about…………

Endless Voices – a poem about……

My mind is consumed by shadows forcing me to scratch against my skin drawing blood from wounds of old picking at the scabs again. I'm down wading through this senseless mind tired by these endless voices calling out my name in vain. I'm still crawling on all fours debilitated by what I’ve seen wallowing in … Continue reading Endless Voices – a poem about……