The Hating – a poem about…

I didn't think it was possible for me to store so much hatred inside my soul. Thankfully it's kept well hidden deep down in my core, where it lingers as nothing more than a long term reminder, of a time when you took delight in torturing my soul. Memories cannot fade in the same way … Continue reading The Hating – a poem about…

Fade Away – a poem about…

Please hold me Tightly in your arms Calm my erratic breathing Before taking away the pain That clouds my mind Interrupting everything I do Making me so weak and worthless Desperate to find some resolution. I am locked in desperation Scared of what comes next As my mind deals another cruel blow Leaving me ashamed … Continue reading Fade Away – a poem about…

Heal the Pain – a poem about……….

I asked a simple question how do I end the suffering? Answers and suggestions were varied so, I tried them all in the hope of freedom. Religion was full of lies and false promises. Too many pills in one go made me sick blades made a Sickly red mess none of which helped to heal … Continue reading Heal the Pain – a poem about……….

Symbiosis – a poem about……….

I have become consumed by an entity that must surely be of an alien origin, for I do not believe that what flows through my body and mind can be the product of humanity. My fragile senses become heightened as the blackness begins to consume me, its slippery tendrils of pain wrap around the entirety … Continue reading Symbiosis – a poem about……….

Horror – a poem about……..

Horror, What does it mean to you? Is it jump scares in the moments of dark silence, or the feeling of being watched when you're completely alone? Could it be that you are scared of monsters that claw at your body before feasting on your flesh? Trapped inside a tomb as you slowly exhaust the … Continue reading Horror – a poem about……..

Alone in my Head – a poem about………..

With eyes closed tightly the noise inside my head intensifies ruining the moments when I should sleep as if interrupted by an unruly child. Voices are cruel and abusive making me feel insignificant taking satisfaction at my misery forcing themselves outward into my reality. Despite my best intentions I cannot ignore the voices even when … Continue reading Alone in my Head – a poem about………..

Is This The Moment? – a poem about……….

Anxiety is strangling me forcing air out of my already battered lungs. I cannot deal with this distraction not on top of every other pained emotion I feel. I want these nightmares to end. Contemplating the pros and cons of life has taken its toll and it bores me, I’m finished and need it to … Continue reading Is This The Moment? – a poem about……….

Throw It Away – a poem about……..

Fractured memories the ones that hurt the most I forgot how much they sting could have ended it, almost. Curse my tainted eyes for they still feel the same they’ve seen much suffering their gaze still seeks to blame. I surrendered to a faith thought I would give it a try embraced a twisted vision … Continue reading Throw It Away – a poem about……..

Among the Shadows – a poem about……….

My heart and mind were torn in two leaving splinters of me in the dirt fighting desperately for breath slowly suffocating in a world of ignorance. I tried to hide among the shadows because nobody would listen to my story they simply watched as I imploded none of them appeared to care. No one noticed … Continue reading Among the Shadows – a poem about……….