With eyes closed tightly the noise inside my head intensifies ruining the moments when I should sleep as if interrupted by an unruly child. Voices are cruel and abusive making me feel insignificant taking satisfaction at my misery forcing themselves outward into my reality. Despite my best intentions I cannot ignore the voices even when … Continue reading Alone in my Head – a poem about………..
Anxiety is strangling me forcing air out of my already battered lungs. I cannot deal with this distraction not on top of every other pained emotion I feel. I want these nightmares to end. Contemplating the pros and cons of life has taken its toll and it bores me, I’m finished and need it to … Continue reading Is This The Moment? – a poem about……….
Fractured memories the ones that hurt the most I forgot how much they sting could have ended it, almost. Curse my tainted eyes for they still feel the same they’ve seen much suffering their gaze still seeks to blame. I surrendered to a faith thought I would give it a try embraced a twisted vision … Continue reading Throw It Away – a poem about……..
My heart and mind were torn in two leaving splinters of me in the dirt fighting desperately for breath slowly suffocating in a world of ignorance. I tried to hide among the shadows because nobody would listen to my story they simply watched as I imploded none of them appeared to care. No one noticed … Continue reading Among the Shadows – a poem about……….
I am nothing! Worthless in my opinion Not deserving of existence Or of your affection Because I have nothing to give. Then you remark with a tender phrase Beautifully reminding me That I gave you my heart and soul Which you have lovingly reciprocated. I AM, something!
Unlike you I’m still in pain Because you’re so real. I called to God Asked if he’d cleanse you From my filthy mind. Yet he declined Then ordered to me To kneel in shame. I cut myself Letting the blood fall In your memory. In my darkest mind You retain control of me I am … Continue reading Puppet – a poem about……
Under the old Willow tree Sits a man who is just like me Telling tales of how he lost his soul With memories of when he last fell whole Recollecting the many moments of pain Which continued to suffocate his brain. Searing pain that burned so bright Which he tried to resist with all of … Continue reading Willow Tree – a poem about……….
She spread pain whenever she touched my skin She left a mind so broken it started dying from within She was the Devil with bleached blonde hair She is the one who filled my life with despair. She bewitched me under her darkest spell She then took me through the bowels of hell She left … Continue reading She was the Devil – a poem about…….
What have I become? Is any of this real? Slipped into the past No longer can I feel. Darkness floods me eyes Scratching away my sight Removed from myself I begin to lose the fight. What have I become? When I have to hide away Free from your vitriol Don't expect me to pray. Blackened … Continue reading What Have I Become? – a poem about……..
I enjoy dreaming about the nice parts of my life. Wonderful family holidays, Nights alone with my wife, To be truthful, I think about her constantly. Days out with friends, chatting nonsense and drinking ale. Watching our kids growing up and fulfilling their own aspirations. Weekends off from work, Undertaking home improvement tasks when I … Continue reading Hopeful Dreams and Damaged Nightmares – a poem about………