I no longer hate myself. It consumes too much of my time and energy. I find it far easier to accept that I don't get along with myself and channel all my love into others. Sure, I've heard people say 'If you can't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?' Actually, … Continue reading Love Yourself? – inconsequential ramblings #2
Sitting quietly in the garden at home, enjoying the pleasurable warmth of an untypical English summers day, I cast my eye over the flowers and plants, admiring their beauty. However, this particular evening, I become a little unnerved, sensing that something isn't quite right. My alcoholic beverage is still at a reasonable chilled level, so … Continue reading When The Trees Are Still – inconsequential ramblings #1
I didn't think it was possible for me to store so much hatred inside my soul. Thankfully it's kept well hidden deep down in my core, where it lingers as nothing more than a long term reminder, of a time when you took delight in torturing my soul. Memories cannot fade in the same way … Continue reading The Hating – a poem about…
I will take it all out on me I will take it all out on me I will take it all out on me Until the time I can't remember. My dreams begin to form a shattered reality Making me dance uncomfortably while in pain Suffering in a moment that is so trivial Bed sheets … Continue reading Stain – a poem about…
Dusk descends having vanquished day wrapping its midnight blue satin cloak around me. Pangs of hunger erupt through me as my fangs throb urgently instructing the sense and desire to feed. Soon, I will find a soul who submits willingly to my allure, offering forth their flesh to satisfy my desire and charm. I drain … Continue reading Vampire Amore – a poem about …
The Technician, my first dark fiction/horror novelette (or long short story), is now available to pre-order through Amazon. It will be released on the 1st of July. Some of us have secrets. Some secrets must be protected, whatever the cost. When the paths of the ruthless Richard Hewitt MP and a tech-obsessed loner Harvey Marlowe … Continue reading The Technician – my new horror book
Please hold me Tightly in your arms Calm my erratic breathing Before taking away the pain That clouds my mind Interrupting everything I do Making me so weak and worthless Desperate to find some resolution. I am locked in desperation Scared of what comes next As my mind deals another cruel blow Leaving me ashamed … Continue reading Fade Away – a poem about…
