Consume me from within once more
Drowning me in the coldest waters of hate
Forcing me down on to my knees again
Threatening to determine my fate.
I see no hope of escape
From this twisted affliction
That is worsened by addiction
As my thoughts give way
To desires of an unnatural silence.
I know that now
Apart from the deterioration of my senses
Which are now becoming a mere memory
Forcing my heart to wither and die.
Black icicles begin to form over my body
A testament to the cold generated from my frozen soul
Now devoid of all warmth, love and hope.
I see the end
The future laid out before me
It is no longer one of comfort
But a world of eternal pain.
I am so sorry my love
Do not follow me.