I’m not always this happy
I often hide behind a strained smile
Forever playing the role of the joker
Doing whatever I can to amuse you
Sometimes I don’t feel too well and
I find it hard keeping it together.
my mind wanders off from my reach
leaving me confused and unsure of myself
Then, I laugh out loud
Because of the twists of fate
which amuses me greatly
Even though I have no idea what’s funny
Some say I have a pretty face
I call it the mask of a clown
Not one who tells too many jokes
I’m a soul full of tragedy and comedy.