Is This The Moment? – a poem about……….

Anxiety is strangling me
forcing air out of my already battered lungs.
I cannot deal with this distraction
not on top of every other pained emotion I feel.
I want these nightmares to end.
Contemplating the pros and cons of life has taken its toll and it bores me,
I’m finished and need it to be done, now.
Yet, I am scared,
unsure if I actually want to go through with it.
Is this the moment when I die?
NO! No, no, no it’s not because I want to live.
They love me as I do them and,
I promised to be with them forevermore.
So, today is the day, I begin to live once more.

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