the ones that hurt the most
I forgot how much they sting
could have ended it, almost.
Curse my tainted eyes
for they still feel the same
they’ve seen much suffering
their gaze still seeks to blame.
I surrendered to a faith
thought I would give it a try
embraced a twisted vision of hope
until I saw through their lie.
My mind was betrayed
leaving me in a paralysed state
the only way to survive the sin
is to finally give in to my hate.
I’m happier this way
believe me, I’ll take my turn
you can watch my systematic decline
while I decide which memories to burn.
Still cannot feel enough
though with you I want to stay
help me heal my soul
because without you, I’ll throw it away.